imagine breaking free from every limitation…
bufo alvarius
Private 1-on-1 bufo Ceremonies & Retreats
Barcelona, Spain
↓ available dates are listed below ↓
What if one profound experience could dissolve years of self-doubt, anxiety, and trauma—revealing the real you underneath it all?
The Bufo Alvarius journey is unlike anything else on Earth.
It’s a powerful, life-changing dive into the deepest layers of your soul.
And it’s not just spiritual—it’s backed by science:
Leading institutions like Imperial College London and Johns Hopkins University have studied its effects.
Their research shows that 5-MeO-DMT has a unique ability to shift both your psychology and your brain's actual wiring.
In other words:
It doesn’t just change how you feel—it can change how you function.
Creating real, lasting breakthroughs in your mental health and overall well-being.
Scientifically Proven Benefits of Bufo / 5-MeO:
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Release deep-seated blockages (e.g. childhood trauma) and free yourself from what has been holding you back.
Bufo engages neural pathways and triggers neurochemical processes that help downregulate the amygdala, the brain’s fear center, and enhance emotional regulation through the prefrontal cortex. This process can release long-held trauma and reduce stress, opening pathways to experience genuine joy.
Scientific studies show that 5-MeO-DMT (Bufo) helps with depression, anxiety, PTSD, psychosomatic conditions, addiction, and other self-harming behaviors. Studies concluded an efficacy rate of around 80%.
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Discover who you truly are beyond societal roles, expectations, and limitations.
Experience genuine self-love.
Bufo engages the brain's default mode network (DMN), temporarily disrupting habitual thought patterns and enhancing self-reflection. By reducing DMN activity, Bufo allows the mind to explore new, unbiased perspectives, leading to a truer sense of self beyond social conditioning.** Scientific articles are listed below
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Feel an unparalleled connection to life, love, and purpose, connecting you to the essence of existence.
Bufo activates areas like the anterior cingulate cortex and insula, which play roles in empathy, interconnectedness, and emotional insight. This produces a profound sense of unity, bliss and belonging, which are scientifically linked to the phenomena of spiritual awakening.
** Scientific articles are listed below
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With the right guidance, this experience doesn’t just shift your perspective temporarily—it transforms the very foundation of your mind, allowing you to live with more peace and harmony.
With proper preparation and integration, Bufo initiates neuroplastic changes, reinforcing new, positive neural pathways that replace limiting beliefs and patterns. This restructuring helps maintain clarity, emotional resilience, and adaptive thinking well beyond the experience itself.
*** Scientific articles are listed below
what does a bufo ceremony look like?
Whether you seek personal growth, spiritual awakening, or profound healing, my ceremonies provide a safe and supportive environment for your journey.
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Bufo Alvarius is a very strong and sacred medicine, and I use it with great humility and respect in my work.
SPIRITUAL
To maintain a positive and grounded state, I do 2 to 4 hours of spiritual practice each day. I focus on Self-Enquiry meditation, manifestation work and Hatha Yoga. I follow the teachings of Ramana Maharshi and Non-Dual traditions.
I understand that bufo experiences are non-dual. With my knowledge of non-dual teachings, I can help you integrate your experience.
MEDICAL / SCIENTIFIC
Growing up with parents who are both medical doctors, I was exposed to medicine and healthcare from a young age. I have a Master's degree in biomedical engineering and a strong medical background. This helps me understand the body's needs and reactions from a chemical and neurological point of view.
I learned First-Aid and stay updated on Bufo Alvarius, 5-MeO, and psychedelic therapy research.
I create a safe and supportive setting for you to discover the transformative power of this medicine.
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When you express interest in a ceremony, I will quickly send you an intake form to fill out. This form asks about your medical history.
After you've completed and returned the intake form, we can move forward with the preparation process and schedule a preparation call. During this call, we'll address any questions you may have and have the opportunity to get to know each other better.
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Once we have confirmed your ceremony, you will receive access to a comprehensive online preparation program and a detailed preparation guide.
These will assist you in preparing emotionally, mentally, and spiritually for the life-changing experience that lies ahead.Additionally, you'll have the opportunity for one preparation call, where we can delve deeper into your questions.
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A ceremony includes:
Time to Arrive
Light Somatic Exercises
Breathing Exercise
Practicing the method of inhaling
Cleansing of the Space
Opening the Ceremony
Taking the medicine
Closing the Ceremony
Time for Questions and Integration
A Bufo toad ceremony takes about 2 to 3 hours in total; arriving in the space, preparation, taking the medicine and integration. The day of the ceremony you are guided throughout the whole experience.
I prepare the space physically and energetically beforehand. When you arrive, we will first take some time to settle into the space together and address any further doubts or questions you might have. You will receive an aromatic plant bath to protect you energetically during the ceremony. We then continue with some opening exercises for the body and mind. We will also practice the method of taking the medicine together, so you feel comfortable.The toad secretion is inhaled as vapor and the effects of the Spirit Molecule are felt within a few seconds and with great intensity.
After smoking Bufo, the intense experience, also referred to as ‘the peak’, begins in less than 1 minute and last for about 5 to 20 minutes.
After the peak, the intensity slowly fades. Most people feel residual effects for up to an hour after having inhaled the substance.
During your Bufo ceremony, I play live music from shamanic instruments and I sing to guide you and add to the magic.
The echoes of the experience continue to be felt long after the ceremony. The resonance of the medicine allows for deep meditation and contemplation for months.
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I work with personalized dosages. This means that we will decide your dosage depending on the intake conversation we had, your past experiences with entheogenic medicines and your sensitivity.
If it is our first time working together, we will start with an introductory dose. This is a low to medium dose where the effects of the medicine can be clearly felt, without it being too much. Based on how you experienced your introductory dose we can work our way up to a higher dosde. This can be done in the same ceremony.
With personalized doses, my aim is to find your sweet spot where you have a very powerful experience, and also are able to stay consciously present during that experience. Working like this is much better for integration and thus also shows more therapeutic benefits longer term (i.e. it is hard to properly integrate an experience that you do not remember).
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Integration is a crucial aspect of your 5-MeO-DMT / Bufo Alvarius journey.
It's where you take profound insights and transform them into new habits, so you can create a more fulfilling life.After confirming your ceremony, you will receive:
Access to a comprehensive online integration program,
PDF with a summary of the integration guidelines
Access to monthly online integration meetups for 6 months
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Barcelona, Spain, Europe
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All Ceremonies are Private 1-on-1
Single Ceremonies:1st Ceremony: 770 EUR**
Additional Ceremonies: 590 EUR
Packages:
3 Ceremonies — if this is your first time doing bufo with me: 1,800 EUR**
3 Ceremonies — if we’ve worked together before: 1,600 EUR
5 Ceremonies — if this is your first time doing bufo with me: 2,900 EUR**
5 Ceremonies — if we’ve worked together before: 2,700 EUR
**With your first ceremony, you will also get lifetime access to
Comprehensive Online Preparation Program
Comprehensive Online Integration Program
Monthly Integration Meetups for 6 Months
Any ceremony after your first one is at the additional ceremony rate (even if this is years after).
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June 2026
Between June 9th - 17th
July 2026
Between July 15th - 19th
Between July 29th - 31st
August 2026
Between Aug 1st - 31st
September 2026
Between Sep 1st - 30th
October 2026
Between Oct 1st - 31st
November 2026
TBD
Testimonials
“There is a candle in your heart, ready to be kindled.
There is a void in your soul, ready to be filled.
You feel it, don’t you?”
Scientific Articles
Uthaug, M. V., Lancelotta, R., van Oorsouw, K., Kuypers, K. P. C., Mason, N., Rak, J., Šuláková, A., Jurok, R., Maryška, M., Kuchař, M., Páleníček, T., Riba, J., & Ramaekers, J. G. (2019). A single inhalation of vapor from dried toad secretion containing 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (5-MeO-DMT) in a naturalistic setting is related to sustained enhancement of satisfaction with life, mindfulness-related capacities, and a decrement of psychopathological symptoms. Psychopharmacology, 236(9), 2653–2666. https://doi.org/10.1007/s00213-019-05236-w
Davis, A. K., So, S., Lancelotta, R., Barsuglia, J. P., & Griffiths, R. R. (2019). 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (5-MeO-DMT) used in a naturalistic group setting is associated with unintended improvements in depression and anxiety. The American Journal of Drug and Alcohol Abuse, 45(2), 161–169. https://doi.org/10.1080/00952990.2018.1545024
Uthaug, M. V., Lancelotta, R., van Oorsouw, K., Kuypers, K. P. C., Mason, N., Rak, J., Šuláková, A., Jurok, R., Maryška, M., Kuchař, M., Páleníček, T., Riba, J., & Ramaekers, J. G. (2019). A single inhalation of vapor from dried toad secretion containing 5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (5-MeO-DMT) in a naturalistic setting is related to sustained enhancement of satisfaction with life, mindfulness-related capacities, and a decrement of psychopathological symptoms. Psychopharmacology, 236(9), 2653–2666. https://doi.org/10.1007/s00213-019-05236-w
Ragnhildstveit, A., Khan, R., Seli, P., Bass, L. C., August, R. J., Kaiyo, M., Barr, N., Jackson, L. K., Gaffrey, M. S., Barsuglia, J. P., & Averill, L. A. (2023). 5-MeO-DMT for post-traumatic stress disorder: A real-world longitudinal case study. Frontiers in Psychiatry, 14, Article 1271152. https://doi.org/10.3389/fpsyt.2023.1271152
Lowe, H., Toyang, N., Steele, B., Grant, J., Ali, A., Gordon, L., & Ngwa, W. (2022). Psychedelics: Alternative and potential therapeutic options for treating mood and anxiety disorders. Molecules, 27(8), 2520. https://doi.org/10.3390/molecules27082520